Wednesday, July 23, 2014

day 11

Day 11: When you get a puppy the experts say that crate training is good for them. The dog starts out whining and crying and protesting the crate, that it’s like a prison, but eventually the puppy learns to love that little space. It feels safe to them. I am starting to feel like one of those pups. My meditation practice is my own little crate, complete with bars and a lock. All I wanted at first was to escape, to break free of the 20 minute prison I had sentenced myself to endure. But now I’m starting to see it as a spot that I can crawl into and be safe from everything. The feeling comes and goes during the 20 minutes but at least it’s starting to come!

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