day 13

Day 13: I’m having a hard time sitting down to meditate when I have an extremely busy day. I’m on the computer and running around trying to take care of things and I keep remembering that I need, no WANT to sit down and close my eyes and breathe for 20 minutes, but I keep pushing it back. I tell myself I’ll sit down right after I finish this and then that. Before I know it the day is over. People say that the busier you are, the more you need to meditate. I believe it but I still keep going. And going. I know I can do it at the end of the day but at that point I turn into a vegetable. I guess what I’m trying to say is I missed my meditation today. I failed. Ok, no I won’t say failed. I missed a day. Tomorrow, yes tomorrow.